its amazing...ive been thinking about you non stop for the past few weeks, and ive been keeping a tab on your site for sometime but ive never had the courage to sit and type something substantial. i really regret not knowing you that well. i only have my limited memories and no photos .
all i can think about are our conversations we used to have in passing in corridors on way to our classes, and sports days....speech night hehe
remember year 9? when they played pirates of the carrabean? lol :)
i feel like ive wasted so much time by not knowing you that well..you were such a beautiful person jess, how could i not feel the need to know you better when you were here?? i feel so stupid and selfish :(
but i just have to say thank you for that smile that you always gave me whenever i saw you, i have never seen a smile so uplifting before.
to jess' family im so very sorry for your pain...i barely knew jess and her passing has impacted my life in so many ways...i can barely imagine or comprehend the pain that you are going through.
and to jess parents, thank you for raising such a beautiful girl
hey jess / Jac
hey jess. no one has written one of these in a while so i thought i would.
just wanted to say i hope you're happy up there. we're all missing you like crazy, but if we at least know that you're happy then that makes it a tad better.
its a pretty eventful year this year, and i know you're here with us but it'd be so much better if you were really here.
i missed you at formal. we played jessies girl in the limo and i remembered celeste's 16th. that was so fun lol.
and my birthday this year. i was remembering the last one you were here for. my 15th i think it was. you were the 1st one to say happy birthday to me on msn and then you rang me on the phone..and very awkwardly made dazz say happy birthday to me haha. and the gifts you got me: i still have the fan and the milo book on my shelf, the wentworth poster on my wall (that hannah cut that day and had to sticky tape back together haha). i unfortunately dont wear the watch anymore tho because i keep breaking it! so its sitting in the box with the other stuff.
ok so are you watching gossip girl up there?! you better be, because i think he is one of my new crushes..and even better, he was in the bedford diaries with milo! ah hello, fate!
well i should wrap this up. just got back from mildura and im looking forward to sleeping in my own bed.
love you always and forever my lil tv addict
come visit me sometime soon please
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hey there / Krystal (friend)
HEY JESS!!! miss you.
i've made a life changing choice. please tell me what i am doing is right? please help those who may not understand my choices, come to terms with it, ecpsecially the one who i love the most. i need to do this i don't exactly know why but it's just something i have to do in my life. i just hope i get in, and stay safe. hope vette, gordan and dan the man are going good.
heyy beautiful, just comin in to visit n sai hi sorri i havent written to u in ages!! i miss u soo much..seems lyk u have been away from us for yrs!! went to go visit u the other dai.. the place where ur restin looks absolutly gorjus, made for a princess =]
my bdai just passed n guess wat i got...Gilmore Girls hehe i got da first 2 seasons..i didnt no chad michael murry was in it hehe bak in the dayz were he was hot haha wish we could be watchin em together..always think of u wen i see dean in it lol
im goin to come visit u again some time this week so we can hang out =] hehe luv u sooo sooo much sweety xOxOxO
just been thinking bout ya / Krystal Smith (friend)Read >>
just been thinking bout ya / Krystal Smith (friend)
hey there jess! just thought that i might let you know how much i miss ya! i was angry a couple of days ago..and i ended up snapping my sim card in my phone. i was so upset..not because i lost all of my contacts, but because i had never deleted ur number out of my phone. and now i don't have it. there is no number under the name of jessica.C in my phone. which totally sux!!!! i miss u so much jess. i hope u have met my uncle david and im sure he's making u laugh heaps. he's a funny man that one :) i have finally finished year 12. it was hard. the work wasn't hard. the early mornings wasn't hard. the skipping classes wasn't hard. but this year and last year was the most difficult years of my life. dealing with going to cala and not being the same as it once was, was hard. i tried to do it again this year but i couldn't. mum was in hospital for a while which affected my studying and the fact that i moved schools wasn't that fabulous on me either. and then i turned 17 but a few days later my uncle david past away. yep its been a while since i have been on your web page. i feel so bad bcause i haven't spoken to ur mum or dad or brother and i havent seen any of ur family oh except for deborah kirk...i just hope that all your family is going good. and hopefully u have vistied them. OMG OMG OMG guess what my boyfriend is a big big fan of the o.c so we went and bought the 2nd season and soon im going to buy the 1st and 3rd and he's getting the fourth and we have already started watching it. the last episode i watched was when seth and ryan came back and seth wants summer back and summer wants seth but she doesnt want to get hurt again. and he fully stands up on ummm what was it i think a hot dog thingy or something like that and hes about to declare his love for her again lol hes a cutie pie hahahhahaha and they are soo cute together :p Oh since i have no more school and all ive been wishing for passions to come back on the air but i don't think it will. lol the good old days of passions lol. and even though i didnt want to watch it was so addictive and sooo lame lol memba sheridan and maguaiel??? lolz good times hahahahaha.
and i have also fallen in love with delta goodrem and when shes playing down here in oz again me n my friend are going to go and see her. and she will be the first star i see at a concert woohooo
well im missing u heaps jess...come visit me sometime. love u girl friend OH and purple is sooo the new black and green is soo the new pink...i hope u know what im on about.
Jessie Novemeber Girl / Maureen Mcleod &. Fly Your Not Gone (friend) An angel so sublime Her joy a special treasure In evergreens she finds Watching oh so carefully
Each special tree will be A compliment to nature Dressed as Christmas tree She touches every branch To give the tree new life
An angel from the heavens She casts a special light Makes the limbs so supple Fragrance so divine
This angel of the evergreens A gift for special time On Christmas she will enter Your heart will feel her love
A most devoted treasure A heart of peace above Beauty she enshrines With each majestic tree Filled up with your memories A special heart you see
November's sweetest gift of peace A tree of perfect art As snow falls down upon the earth It nourishes your heart.~Close
Heather/ Beck Brown (Friend of her Aunty )
Just a little message to let you know that I am trying to keep your Aunt smiling through the day at work! she loves you dearly xxx Close
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Hope Your Birthday was FUN / With All Your Angel BUDDYS Hey Jess, Hope You had a great Birthday in Heaven so many wish You were here to celebrate with them~~I'm sure you were with them all day as they celebrated you! I bet Mark made you the best tastin ANGEL FOOD CAKE you ever had~~He's the BEST chef ever:)~Love to your friends & familyClose
Rememberance/ Patricia Hookens (Grandmother)
Dearest Jess "Smile and the world smiles with you" this cliche only applies to fair weather family members and friends, so Jess please ask the Holy Spirit to Bless all the dear wonderful folk who have held out their hand with love, compassion and understanding and continue to do so even though at times it was/is hard for them as well. Yesterday was difficult, however you must be pleased with everyones effort especially those of your classmates, who came carrying their heavy school bags to visit and say they remember your birthday with love and flowers. There is nothing about you that I don't remember my Precious, Beautiful. Unforgettable Granddaughter. Love you always Nanny X Close
seventeen/ Jac
hey bella mia =]
cant believe it, you're already 17!
i remember all your birthdays from over the years so well.
just wanted to wish you a happy birthday, and remind you how proud i am of you.
you're the greatest jess, sabs always and forever yeah?
love and miss you always
your jac xo
ps. watched the graduation ep of the oc the other day. remember how you were like i wish we could wear gowns like that? thought of you Close
Just wanted to wish you a very warm Happy Birthday. Missin you presences. TOday I had made paper cranes and they where purple. how could anyone 4get that purple is ur fav colour.
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